At least I have fixed up a little bit the matters with my man. Weeping included. Also I have talked with some of my friends. Restrained weeping included. They have wished me a lot of strength. And they have reminded me that I’ve reached this point alone, by myself, despite of all the negligent experimentation that many doctors have done with my case. And if I have been able to reach this point alone then the end of the tunnel is quite near. I have very special people standing by me. That’s the truth.I’m very tired. I’m sleepy. But closing my eyes and beginning to dream is something that still fears me a lot.
I still feel a deep queasiness, though I feel better in general, more animated and calmed. I have been playing with my cats and I have laughed a lot. I believe that it’s a good signal finally.
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